letters from Ash
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Dearest Gentle Reader;
Fuck.. my thoughts just connected some dots for me as to why today is hitting me a bit too hard... Today is Opening Day for SoCal Faire (Irwindale) Today is my first extended family son's birthday (Timon) And unhappy that I'll likely not be able to pop in on you today.. I want to curl into a corner and cry, scream, laugh, fall apart... I want to be wrapped in your arms while everything hits me.. the one person I want comfort from I won't be able to seek it. FMD I guess.