idle mind reflections
I was driving today, and the idle mind has some interesting conversations with itself. For some reason my mind brought up some random meme from tiktok that said the loyal and truly 'in love' woman would never leave a door open for another man. Which got me to thinking about myself, my opinions about E, and those about O. With E, I've been loyal with mistakes along the way. But even with those mistakes he's stuck by my side, and I kid with him that there are actors on my +1 list of still bed in a heartbeat. What got me thinking is, I'm not sure if even joke that with O. Yes, there are still men that are attractive enough to catch my attention. But I've noticed my oogling even of those +1 actors has subsided. I don't WANT another man! I want to be his all-or-none, and he mine. My world, while still rotating on the usual axis, rotates around him. A growing part of me is impatient for One Day.
