Caught In a Web!

And O is back to talking like maybe there is a future for us. I know its all maybes and it's- and dreams upon dreams. But its nice to hear the possibility is there... I delude myself ro think he'll wait for me, and I know that's the truth - but again, its nice to hear the 'maybe' in his voice.

Things with E are okay, if one can ignore the lies and hidding in have to do. Hide when I'm talking to O, lie about head over tail for him.

I tell O everything! And I prefer to tell him first, before I finally tell E. Fuck, O can hear it in my voice when I answer the phone! He doesn't push, but he hears it, says he can hear it, and then he waits me out. He's my best fucking friend!!