Defeated Rivals

There is only two people in this world that could stand between us.

A and E. Too many vowels. Anyway...

I want to one day stand between you and her, to make her poignant aware that she's lost her chance, with that one action. To stand, with you at my back, and she facing us; and see the understanding burn through her.

And i want one day for you to be able to do the same with him.

No words necessary, just those simple actions, and have them both realize that what they sought to destroy has only grown under their vigilant growls and dismissals.

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