Revelations

 You know, its interesting when you're in the shower and suddenly to realize you shower more often (especially when getting ready to go see that someone special) because you know its what he likes (not just the shower, but 'prettying up', the 'making the effort') and while you'll pay more attention to your dress you refuse to change your style - because it's also what that special someone likes, the 'you' they met when they first met you; and while you'll change to meet them their visual appeal, you must remain true to yourself.

I've never been one to care about how I look, but since meeting O I'm more aware of it. When it came to E I was aware of it, but I wasn't ready to ship any part of me to please them. But I'm finding the desires to be different around O, more willing to shift the ME - while holding true to the core of me.