little sleep last night. Woke up this AM to take J to the bus, came home, and felt myself breaking. My body craving your presence, needing your arms wrapped around me to go back to sleep. So I moved away from my computer, went to the living room and sat in my chair. In quick moments I was sleeping, again, an overwhelming desire to be resting in your presence appeased by the proximity to the chair you sat in most. When I woke again, a tear slid down my cheek but the nearly crippling need for your embrace having subsided.
I can't wish hard enough for the fates to release me from prior bonds. He's not a bad guy…I keep reminding myself.
Comments
Post a Comment