Chaotic Day

Today was okay. Started with taking J to the bus for school, then slowly progressed from there to the edge of chaos. I messaged the social worker for O the night before, and threatened to contact her supervisor if she didn't start answering messages. Which she did this morning. I sent the replies to O, who got grumpy with the answers, and called his attorney.

I then rushed my middle to their Dr appointment, which they didn't wake up for, making us late. The appt had to be rescheduled, tried to pay the overdue balance which also didn't work cause the card was denied. Frustrated, we left the dr office, gas wasted.

Stopped at Michael's on the way home, picked up the leather cording I needed to fix the necklace for O, along with a new pack of leather scrapes to work with in my down time.

Got home just in time for the social worker to call me and advise me to have O respond to messages as she was trying to get him situated for classes he needed to take. So I called O to relay the message.

Now he's frustrated cause either he didn't have the specified messages, or had just noticed them and didn't want to say so.

All good there, not my place to judge..

A bit later in the day, I walk out back to hang out with my near-brother, and three hours roll by. I got a few concerns of my chest, shared some worries with him and his wife,; left without answers, but feeling better for having shared. 

And now, I don't know. I could talk some more to my iloba, Killa, but I don't want to hear her give me the same advice I'm already giving myself... so I think I'll go watch some TV until the voice go quiet. Maybe I'll fall asleep and find a lone Wolf waiting for me. I skunk be so lucky.. he hasn't been in my dreams the last few days; which i think is what worked more than him being IN them...